Retina Specialist

Saw the specialist today. Good news: no tear in my retina but I do have a retinal hemorrhage, whatever that means. I am supposed to go back for more tests to figure out what is going on. The word hemorrhage is very vague; does that mean a little spot or more? I have no idea. I told myself that I wouldn't look it up on the internet. I went 2 whole hours without looking. Ignorance was bliss, I shouldn't have looked. I am going to do my best to not freak out, but I am not very good at that.